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<DIV>This is written by a very dear friend whom I have asked you all to daven
for and place on tehillim lists. Please daven for בשא שרה בת
מרים חי’ה</DIV>
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<DIV>This is a test. This is only a test. This is a test of the emergency
broadcasting system--</DIV>
<DIV>from G-D. If this had been a real emergency I wouldn’t have given you time
to think</DIV>
<DIV>about your life, get your crap in order, and change the way you see and
deal with others.</DIV>
<DIV>Your life would be flashing before your eyes, then quickly over hit by a
bus and your</DIV>
<DIV>regrets would be just that, on the other side with no chance to make
changes. Instead I</DIV>
<DIV>gave you cancer. A very rare cancer. A one percent chance of it being
cancer, 1</DIV>
<DIV>percent of all adult cancers kind of cancer in a spot nearly impossible to
treat. Are you</DIV>
<DIV>listening yet? You have been invited into a most exclusive club with
benefits few others</DIV>
<DIV>get to experience. Every day from now on is a gift. Every experience, every
word</DIV>
<DIV>spoken from now on will be weighed and measured. Every sense will be
heightened</DIV>
<DIV>and every pleasurable smell, taste, feeling and sound will be savored
because with cancer</DIV>
<DIV>there can be no more taking these for granted. The days may be
shortened--or not.</DIV>
<DIV>Every day with cancer is a day of uncertainty. Will it come back? Will it
spread?</DIV>
<DIV>Will it kill me, or worse...maim and torment me so that I pray to die? With
cancer</DIV>
<DIV>serenity and sanity survive only by in living in the moment, as an infant
lives. Infants</DIV>
<DIV>and animals have no fear of the future because they have no concept of it.
They have no</DIV>
<DIV>regrets, because they have no complex memory. That is the test of cancer:
to let go of</DIV>
<DIV>the past, the hurts, the wrongs, to let go of the future and live only in
the here and now</DIV>
<DIV>and squeeze every drop of joy out of it. To let go...and let G-d.</DIV>
<DIV>By Laurel Felsenfeld—living with high grade spindle cell sarcoma</DIV>
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